Fallenriseagain

"Feelings" A heart warm and loving, Covered in the negative actions; memories of the past. Lasting since year began, only to never diminish. Slowing down letting my breathing settle, while my heart still beats like a piston. Curled up shaking, as the negativity evokes my fears; finally it stops. My last rights, Take life into your own hands and decide the fate, Unique in every way no change needed; being there even in death embracing all that you are. Alas I am only someone.

Letting the words fall onto the page as all is set free from this cage. So many personalities wanted to be shared one stands among all sorrow. Complaining, hating and fading from this world thus makes the. Pushing aside all greatness being dragged down into this nothingness. Never again will I spend a peaceful time like this, are you understanding this empty bliss. A kiss so sweet yet bitter why does failure follow confidence, sorrow is my cross to bear forever. Until the end of my days these scars remain.

Running my fingers through the many rows of roses, the tips catching thorns. Pain ensues but it does not bother me, the roses are needed; needed by my love. She does not know my love but she will soon. Finding her, confronting feelings, just before the blade cuts my wings; i pull out a blend of roses from cloud pink, velvet violet, white and red. Arranged into a perfect heart. Shocked no words are exchanged, before my feet carry me away, I'm stopped; warmth felt from her tendered lips makes me melt. Now I know what it means to me felt up by love.

Telling you many things, but only one thing matters my love for you. No matter how needy you get, Sighing only relief. When your sad and crying, holding you whispering sweet lullabies in your ear. Arguing saying harmful words, holding one another in the dead of night. Ill riden caring no matter the consiquence, healing with love and warmth. Time slows family begins, Smiles strike two faces gazing into innocence. Hardships many then few, a mixed everything fires burn. Goodbyes are said that innocence, walks though those double doors. Tear riden eyes are filled with anger, innocence ends. One last hardship, Flowers adorn the memory. H

fall from your tower, cry those tears of sweet innocence. feel the scorn of others, feel your sanity torn away. the labotamy of such a clever, beautiful mind, what a waste of life. shrinking into the same very corner shaking waiting for death, yet it is a sweet embrace not for many nor few. lights dim voices fade you wake up safe again.